Football aside, being a proud alum means standing with your fellow fans.
The way you've thrown this entire board under the bus, on repeat, has to be the definition of faint-hearted. To call out everyone for not agreeing with you is EXACTLY what you think they're doing to you. Wake up dude.
If you're going for Trumpian shock value purely for attention, that's one thing, but leave everyone else out of it. You think everyone here is too negative, fine. They say you're delusional, fine. Doesn't matter who is right, or wrong. However, it does matter that you constantly disown and denounce them as 'great rams fans'.
If you're apologizing to visitors for 'emotional responses', and 'over-reactions', look in the mirror.
Caveat - No, I'm not a CSU fan, but my entire family is, so I come here to current. I honestly have to skip any thread or response you start or post, with the exception of this one, because it's just that off-base.